Note to self

"There's no I in Team, yeah but there is in WIN"

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True story

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Note to self...

"Always forgive your enemies; Nothing annoys them so much..."

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True story.

Disclaimer. 

Memoires...

Dear all,

 Today i took an initiative to clean my desk and pack some reference books, to clear some space for my little sister since starting this January she'll officially own that study desk. The reference books is mostly Physics, Chemistry and Biology so my sister still didn't need it. Finally, no more fights on who to use it first-Which of course i always win :P-  no more fights on spaces anymore. It's finally Hers to own. Congrats! -Confetti-

You must be wondering why we didn't just buy 2 study desks right? well, since our room is quite cramped with all the unused junk that belong to my little sister, having another desk will worsen the condition. So we have to make arrangement on who use it first... but of course... those arrangement can only withstand for like what? 5 days? Hahaha... yeah, that's the longest agreement we had.

While cleaning the places I notice there's some books back in 2010 till 2012 that i kept in one place. When i open the book i was like "Oh my gosh! this is so childish!" then I laugh out. Turns out it was an old book where my best friends wrote all our dreams and wishes. Like 'what do we do 10 years in future?' or 'who'll marry first?'. It was cute looking back at our handwriting and all those silly things we wrote. As I keep on reading, my smile become wider and wider, and on the last page....I cried. A beautiful writing that seems to be fading due to time.

"Friends Forever"

The word suddenly trigger my memory of us doing all the things back in our childlike days, like an old film, the memory flow fast as if it was on fast froward. All the time i stare at nothing but the words when suddenly a scary reality slap on my face;

We'll never see each other often again...

Everyone will follow their own path leading away from each other...

We can't hang out anymore...

When one of us sad, we can't come to their side to hug and comfort 

But what scare me the most is when this question appear 

Will they forget me?

But of course, the scary question gone as fast as it appear cause i know very well they'll never forget me just like how I'll never forget them. It's not something we call common sense or anything but something I call a pledge. A vow that we plan to never break. A thing that are meant to stay that way...

So to my friends who's reading this post, you guys don't have to worry about forgetting each other cause we all know that one day we'll see each other once again. Probably one of you already marry! or even had child by that time! Hahahahahaha! Then we can hang out once more, telling random story and suddenly recall our teen memory....... Alright i'm going to stop rambling now...

Straight to the point, the moment we said to each other we're "Friends Forever", It is like a pledge forever mark on our heart that we'll stay that way.

Sincerely 

eQin

*P/s; sorry if anyone whose reading this didn't understand a thing about what i wrote. Even i'm confuse about what i want to write :).

A tips for Public speaking

Hello everyone, 

Today is quite hectic from morning to evening and just now i finally can take a little breath. Lucky today my dad come early so he taught me how to ride a motorcycle which is quite fun, challenging and scary all in the same time. Can you believe that i almost ran into a fence?! I literally shout! quite embarrassing cause I scream like a child, Hahaha!

Anyway, my dad has a seminar for speaking in english which i need to remind you, my dad is quite good talking in english but had slightly a problem when talking in public, more importantly on stage. So here's a few pointer for those who had problem talking english on stage.

Confidence!


It's one of the first step when talking on stage. You had to believe yourself first, and have confidence. You can practice talking to family members to built your confidence then try talking to some of your friends. When i join public speaking, i always say this magic words to myself; I can do this! I an do this! maybe it's childish for certain people but sometimes saying these words can somehow help you calm down. It hypnotize you in believing you had the confidence to do it.

If you don't have enough confidence talking when all the people staring at you, try to avert your eyes from staring directly at their eyes. Instead you can look at their forehead, nose or anything on their face. They totally won't notice it :) 

Pronunciation


Be aware on how you pronounce your words. In english there are some words that had same spelling but different meaning by pronouncing it. If you had trouble with this, don't be shy and go ask your english teacher because they are more knowledgeable. Like i say don't be shy cause I'm sure they would love to help the students to ace their pronunciation. Please Don't learn your pronunciation from english songs, there's some words that is not the way it suppose to be pronounce, if i'm not mistaken.... If you are too shy, ask your friends who is good in speaking.   

The power of your hands

Here's a tip when you are talking in public that i learn from a talented public speaker;

*Hold a pen on your hand and grip it tightly, it can somehow ease your stage-fright. The lecturer in university use these techniques when giving their speeches :) 

* When you're holding a paper, sometimes you become so scared that the paper shake right? That cause people to know you are to afraid. So, if you're a right-handed person, hold your paper on the left, and vice versa. You'll notice the paper will shake less and sometimes become unnoticeable.

 Relax and just talk!


Take a few deep breath and just talk. You might be scare and felt as if you want to faint(the first time I speak on stage, i almost faint! Hahaha!) but as you keep on talking, the feeling will gradually stop. Sooner than later, Presto! you're talking on the stage! You never know you can do it unless you try, so tell yourself Be Brave and Do it!  The key is don't be shy!

Well, that's all. I'm sorry if it didn't help much but i do hope some of you can use this tips. To high school students whom having their oral test in class can try this tips too, so good luck!

Say la vi, everyone will face this...

I realize just how long this blog manage to stand without the writer writing anything, hahaha. Well, it's already 3 day since my SPM last paper just finish which happen to be English for Science and Technology or EST for short. As soon as we got out from the examination hall, everyone went straight to their bags, pack up, saying goodbyes to each others, take a picture... courtesy of our teacher and disappear. I guess everyone is pretty tired to do anything after that. But for me and my best buddy; Nisa, we went straight away to mall! Not bothering to change our school dress, we walk the whole day and satisfied our craving for something sweet <3~

Actually our reason beside satisfying our craving and just walk to relieve stress is to find work and forget our sadness. Why sadness? well, Nisa and I is not someone whom can actually score a lot of A's in our exam especially the three science subject and Add math. I remember right after each of the paper, i literally cried on my pillow, wondering if i did good enough to at least score target. So the main purpose of the day is to actually persuade our dear sad heart T.T

By the way, for this three days i didn't do anything but thinking. Yes, Think. about what happen if once my SPM result is given, I'm thinking what should i do? What should I pick? to be honest I'm worry about choosing a career and how to strive to be one. Worse case scenario, what if my SPM result is not good enough to let me pursue my dream career. At that thought i become so scare that immediately i run to my little sister side and talk all night. I'm lucky she's willing to stay up late just to let me talk, hahaha, sorry sis!

There's more problem I'd encounter from before SPM till now that somehow end up crushing my spirit. But I know it's life, everyone bound to have this problem and every time i had problem, i always remember this words...

"Every problem is a gift- without problems we would not grow"

Inspiring, but i forgot who wrote that... The words are true though, problems is what shape us. Even if it's something hard we just had to keep on moving forward. We should also rely on God more, our family and friends to try and solve our problems. I just hope my problem can be settle as fast as possible.

 Well, that's all. I'm sorry if anyone who read this find my English is bad, especially the grammar. I've always want to try writing me entry in english so i say "Why not?" Hehehe.. well, goodnight.

Cuti~ Cuti~ cuti~

Assalamuallaikum....

Hore! hari ni dah masuk harini dah 4 hari aku cuti sekolah, dan sekarang aku sedang menghabiskan masa di Kota kinabalu. Disebabkan sebelum cuti aku ada ujian, so masa cuti ini lah aku habiskan masa membuat perkara yang aku suka.... walaupun lepas cuti ada trial SPM, miahahaha~ aku kesah apa! *mengeluh

Anyway~ tujuan aku tulis hari ini adalah untuk membuang masa membuat catatan jurnal sepanjang 4 hari ini. Ya, blog ni kira macam jurnal kedua aku... Tapi aku cuma nak tulis bahagian penting ja, lagipun sepanjang 2 hari kat KK, takda benda yang menarik aku buat.

Kay2, hari first kat KK cuma nak bersihkan rumah dan angkat barang. Percaya atau tidak, aku telah berjaya membina muscle hasil dari usaha mengangkat barang-barang yang kejadah beratnya cam mammoth? kalau tak percaya................ (malas nak buat ugutan)............

So hari kedua ayah aku pergi ambil abang aku dari kolej dia. Dia dengan senang hatinya membawa sesuatu yang aku pendam selama ini.....

Dude.....This is a full series of Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

Damn! selama aku hidup belasan tahun ni, pertama kali aku cakap aku sayang sangat-sangat kat abang aku! Serius aku suka anime ni, walaupun anime ni yang lama, aku tetap suka pada anime oleh Akira Amano! Selama 4 hari ni, aku dan abang aku habiskan masa tengok anime ni. hehe~

Well basically, aku suka anime ni yang berunsur lawak dan nilai persahabatan yang tinggi, kalau nak dibandingkan dengan drama, aku lebih rela dengar adik aku nanyi daripada terperap tengok drama. Just to let you know, my little sister singing can make hell suddenly frozen, hahaha!

Hari ketiga just being lazy bum and watch anime. Pastu sebelah petang kitaorang pegi mall. Dan aku tak dapat beli apa-apa sebab anak saudara aku balik-balik tarik tangan aku pegi kedai ais-krim dan seangkatan dengannya.

Hari keempat, well.... sad to say.... harini aku cuma buka homework yang dibekalkan. It was a torture! TT.TT 

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..... yaaaaa... selama 4 hari kat KK, tak banyak perkara aku buat kecuali tengok anime, makan kuih tengah-tengah malam (Sori mum!),membaca novel..... dan babysitting my nieces, so to make conclusion of my holiday for now: Nothing interesting happen. 

Kay, aku nak gi tido.... so chow!

Sincerely 

eQin

*Sorry for writing something so boring, i don't have any ideas what to write for now. And yes, I've notice how lame my post title is..... sorry bout that too.

 

Ini bukan sekadar complaint yang biasa.

Asalamuallaikum.....

Warning, kepada sesiapa yang offend/ tersinggung dengan enrti ini haraf maaf. Aku cuma nak suarakan pandangan. Kalau nak argue, guna ruangan comment. kalau tak suka juga, button 'x' kat sebelah kanan telah disediakan.

Okay~ hari ni aku cuma nak comment sepuas hati bab perkara ni aku dah lama pendam. Orang kata tak baik simpan dalam hati lama-lama, boleh jadi penyakit. Jadi aku nak tulis gak..... Perkara first yang aku tak suka dalam facebook...

 Status ANNOYING.

Ini reason yang aku harus letak tempat pertama serta di-capslock-kan. Kalau boleh menang award  'The most annoying things' aku akan undi benda ni. Seriously, tak rasa mual baca semua status cam haram ni?

"Saya boleh hidup tanpa oksigen, tetapi saya tak boleh hidup tanpa awak"

and so on..... seriously, aku rasa ramai yang boleh muntah atas keyboard lagi teruk koma on the spot! okay mungkin bunyinya terlalu melebih, tapi tak mustahil. Kalau ye pun nak ber-feeling-feeling sakan, sms je sesama sendiri. Takda kreadit? takpa, gunakan kemudahan surat, selesai masalah. Tapi seriuslah, bukan aku benci, cuma tak suka. Fb ni umum, tak semua suka benda-benda yang couple tulis.... ayat-ayat couple tu semua privasi, lebih elok kalau ber-inbox je.
  
World War 3 in Fb.

Hohoho~ ni part yang boleh menjahanamkan hari aku. Pernah tak menyaksikan pergaduhan yang epik dalam Fb? fulamak kalau part memaki seseorang, cukup 27 jenis ayat dalam pelbagai bahasa. Tu tak cukup lagi, ni sampai sebut sesuatu yang patut di-censored, tak ke memalukan? Aku malas nak cerita panjang hal ni bab nak cerita pun sakit hati. *kipas muka

Typing... Typing... Typing...

Semestinya kalau chatting kita akan guna short form je untuk memudahkan typing. Tapi kalau sampai guna cam ni....

"Hariey nieyh sa mau pergi skolarchx , mau jumparh budark mintapujisx etowx"

.... Apa motif nak tulis gini? aku rasa lebih menyusahkan bab nak terkial-kial lidah menyebut ayat tu. Kalau rasa typing gini cute, sorry to say, aku lagi sanggup belajar baca tulisan Russia. Mungkin aku je yang tak tahu yang jari dia tu melekat pada huruf-huruf spesifik, jadi terpaksa tekan huruf yang tiada kaitan dengan ayat. Haha!

"HaI SEmuA! SoK kITa PuaSa daH!"

Cukup sekadar soalan "Keyboard awak rosak eh?". Kalau dia tak faham, jalan terbaik ialah buat-buat tak nampak ayat tu. Abaikan demi kesihatan mental anda.

Well that's all, banyak lagi nak tulis tapi aku nak buat homework malam-malam buta ni, Alalala~ so aku hentikan complaint berduyun-duyun ini. siapa yang terasa sakit hati, boleh comment ataupun buat-buat tak pernah baca entri ni. Ok Chow!

Sincerely
eQin
(Dibantu oleh adik aku yang tersayang sudi menyumbangkan idea)

Diari hidupku yang merapu

Assalamuallaikum,

Harini sebenarnya entri post aku takda kaitan dengan tajuk. Paling-paling pun 20% je berkait rapat.... kira halal lah tu. Apa-apa pun tujuan aku tulis entri ni adalah persoalan yang aku sering hendak persoalkan. Patut atau tidak pelajar sekolah bercinta? Sunat? Perlu? Sunat muaakad? 

Aku bukan pakar cinta. Bercinta pun tak pernah, honestly, tapi kalau menurut dari pandangan aku, bercinta sewaktu di sekolah menengah membuang masa. Seriously, waste of time. Why? let me enlighten you then~

1. Buang masa dan duit.

Pelajar kena tahu yang bercinta ni memerlukan komitmen yang tinggi dan pengorbanan masa untuk si dia. Mesti semua cakap yang mereka sanggup, tapi hello? sila gerakkan otak anda semula. Adakah anda sanggup meluangkan masa yang banyak untuk si dia sampai sanggup abaikan pelajaran? Kalau korang argue dan cakap yang "Saya tak selalu ber-calling dengan Bf saya. Jadi saya boleh fokus" . Aku akan gelak bila orang cakap gini cause apa guna nak couple bila teman istimewa kamu tak layan? baik jadi kawan je, senang cerita. Lagi-lagi yang dekat SPM, mak aiiii~ korang jangan nak main-main. 

Untuk lelaki korang akan habiskan banyak duit kepada Gf korang. Ingat perempuan yang belanja ke? tak gentleman langsung~ setiap kali birthday Gf mesti ada bagi hadiah kan? At least mesti sekurang-kurangnya ada bagi top-up seminggu sekali. Setiap minggu keluar dating mesti belanja. Mana nak dapat semua pendapatan tu? bagi lelaki bekerjaya tak apa, yang masih bersekolah guna duit parents tu macam mana pula? Susah der~   

2. Kata-kata "kalau tak cari sekarang, nanti kalau dah ada kerja takda pasangan hidup. Sampai tua takda pasangan".

Aku pernah dengar lebih kurang gini ayat dia, tapi korang kena ingat yang tak semua relationship yang korang pertahankan akan sampai ke jinjang pelamin. Ni true story, kawan aku ada bf yang sangat caring dan understanding, sampaikan bila cikgu aku (Cikgu T yg awesome. always there to help us) cakap yang mustahil relationship diorang akan bertahan, kawan aku tak percaya. Pertengahan bulan, dia dapat tahu Bf dia curang dgan best friend dia sendiri. Parah betul efeknya.  

Memang betullah bila ada pepatah yg mengatakan "apa yang kita mahu tak semestinya baik untuk kita". Eh? bukan pepatah ke? Berbalik kepada paksi kebenaran, kita semua dah ditentukan jodoh masing-masing. So bagi pelajar, please be patient and continue your studies first.

3. Dugaan yang menduga kecekalan kita. 

Berdasarkan cerita kawan aku tadi, efek dari dugaan yang dia terima cukup jahanam. Bayangkan Murung berterusan, pelajaran ditinggalkan..... dan SPM semakin dekat. kemudian bermulalah episod "Aku nak murung sampai 3 minggu berturut-turut!!". Nak marah tak boleh pula, tambah frust kawan aku tu. But thank god, kawan aku perlahan-lahan semakin pulih dari kesedihan. 

But what i truly want to say here is, cuba jangan bercinta dahulu. Kalau tetiba diduga relationship korang, tentu korang akan sedih memanjang. Tambah-tambah lagi kita remaja yang masih mempunyai masalah mengawal emosi. Emosi remaja mempengarughi majoriti kehidupan kita, bahaya kalau emosi tak dikawal dengan betul tau~   

4. Kalau macam tu bila boleh bercinta? 

Sabar ...... lebih elok study dulu, bila dah ada kerjaya dan kewangan stabil boleh bercinta. Kalau boleh, gi meminang terus, takyah lambat-lambat sangat. Lagipun tujuan kita bercinta adalah untuk menjadikan pasangan kita itu sebagai pasangan yang sah di sisi agama. Haha~ so bagi jejaka-jejaka malaya, belajar rajin-rajin, dapat gaji tinggi. Kompem mak mentua korang rasa sayang nak tolak menantu yang boleh jamin masa depan anak dia, tak gitu?

Ok, itu dari pandangan akulah. Tidak wajar pelajar sekolah bercinta, sebab akan bawa banyak keburukan. Kalau ada yang nak argue dan bangkang-bangkang cakap aku punya 'tulisan perasan bagus' tak betul dan patut dimasukan kedalam sampah. That's okay, i don't mind. Sebab ni semua apa yang aku fikir dan nak luahkan pandangan aku. So Chao~

Sincerely, eQin. 

*Baru check in ke bumi. Jadi bahasa digunakan adalah rojak. Harap maklum.

p/s:kalau yang tengah bercinta takyah lah putus dulu. Menangis pasangan korang nanti, dan tak pasal-pasal ada demonstrasi di depan rumah aku, mmbangkang entri ni. 

Sepatah, dua patah, tiga patah, berpatah-patah Kata....

Assallamuallaikum....

Selamat berkenalan, Aku dengan terujanya hendak memperkenalkan diri. Disebabkan ini entry pertama, harap maafkan sekiranya terdapat kesalahan. ok, aku akan tulis secara random apa yang terlintas dalam fikiran, so sorry kalau tak berapa faham. *Smile innocently.  

1.Nama cukuplah sekadar dikenali sebagai Eqin, 17 tahun (masa bulan 9 ni). 

2.Aku seorang pendiam dan sukar bergaul secara bersemuka dengan orang baru, tetapi aku suka berjumpa dengan orang baru. 

3.Aku pelajar sains tulen, dan subjek kegemaran aku ialah Biology dan Chemistry. 

4.Aku suka semua jenis makanan, tapi aku paling suka tom-yam! (lapar, lapar, lapar)...... 

5.Aku suka menulis dan melukis, tapi anime jelah. kalau nak lukis manusia sebenar, uh..... mustahil? ya, ya, sangat mustahil bunyinya.

6.Aku suka hujan, dan aku sendiri tak tau kenapa.

7. Ada masalah penglihatan sedikit. Aku rabun jauh+silau= cacat?.... kenapa bunyinya seperti menyindir diri sendiri?

8. Dalam family, aku sorang je takda FB. Bukannya aku ketinggalan zaman tau apa, tapi aku rasa sangat bosan dengan benda tu.

9. Aku bercakap bunyi seperti sedang menyindir, walaupun aku tak maksudkannnya.

10. Aku minat Naruto. Aku membesar dengan baca manga dan tengok Anime ni.

11. Minat sangat lagu Utada Hikaru dan Yui!

12. cita-cita? urm, jadi orang berguna....Jawapan cliche.

13. Aku suka nombor ni.... bab masa september, inilah tarikh yang membuatkan aku rasa tua. Additional note: a people who had a phobia for this number are called Triskaidekaphibia. 

14. Aku seorang yang membosankan. Tapi, kadangkala aku sangat genius sehingga apa yang aku cakap aku sendiri tak faham.

15. Aku ada best friends, tapi aku seorang kawan yang jahat. Bab dalam diam aku rasa diorang cuma kawan biasa. Kenapa? hahaha......... suatu hari aku akan buat entry sal ni... don't worry.

16. Love me, hate me, I never care anyway. 

17. uhhhhhh~ i'm Awesome? yeah, i'm awesome.

18. perlukah list ni mesti genap 20? takpa, aku buat sampai 18 je. cukuplah pengenalan yang panjang ni.

Okay~ for your information, aku tulis semua ni apa yang terlintas dalam fikiran kalau salah aku malas nak tekan button *<---Backspace* tu...... jauh sangat. Haha! ketara betapa malasnya aku ni. Apa-apa pun, aku gembira bab dapat tulis entry pertama. 

Sekian terima kasih,

Sincerely, 

eQin

(Penulis tak berpengalaman)