Thursday, 19 December 2013

Note to self



"There's no I in Team, yeah but there is in WIN"

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True story


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Saturday, 14 December 2013

Note to self...




"Always forgive your enemies; Nothing annoys them so much..."

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True story.




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Friday, 13 December 2013

Memoires...

Dear all,

 Today i took an initiative to clean my desk and pack some reference books, to clear some space for my little sister since starting this January she'll officially own that study desk. The reference books is mostly Physics, Chemistry and Biology so my sister still didn't need it. Finally, no more fights on who to use it first-Which of course i always win :P-  no more fights on spaces anymore. It's finally Hers to own. Congrats! -Confetti-

You must be wondering why we didn't just buy 2 study desks right? well, since our room is quite cramped with all the unused junk that belong to my little sister, having another desk will worsen the condition. So we have to make arrangement on who use it first... but of course... those arrangement can only withstand for like what? 5 days? Hahaha... yeah, that's the longest agreement we had.

While cleaning the places I notice there's some books back in 2010 till 2012 that i kept in one place. When i open the book i was like "Oh my gosh! this is so childish!" then I laugh out. Turns out it was an old book where my best friends wrote all our dreams and wishes. Like 'what do we do 10 years in future?' or 'who'll marry first?'. It was cute looking back at our handwriting and all those silly things we wrote. As I keep on reading, my smile become wider and wider, and on the last page....I cried. A beautiful writing that seems to be fading due to time.

"Friends Forever"

The word suddenly trigger my memory of us doing all the things back in our childlike days, like an old film, the memory flow fast as if it was on fast froward. All the time i stare at nothing but the words when suddenly a scary reality slap on my face;

We'll never see each other often again...

Everyone will follow their own path leading away from each other...

We can't hang out anymore...

When one of us sad, we can't come to their side to hug and comfort 

But what scare me the most is when this question appear 

Will they forget me?

But of course, the scary question gone as fast as it appear cause i know very well they'll never forget me just like how I'll never forget them. It's not something we call common sense or anything but something I call a pledge. A vow that we plan to never break. A thing that are meant to stay that way...

So to my friends who's reading this post, you guys don't have to worry about forgetting each other cause we all know that one day we'll see each other once again. Probably one of you already marry! or even had child by that time! Hahahahahaha! Then we can hang out once more, telling random story and suddenly recall our teen memory....... Alright i'm going to stop rambling now...

Straight to the point, the moment we said to each other we're "Friends Forever", It is like a pledge forever mark on our heart that we'll stay that way.

Sincerely 
eQin

*P/s; sorry if anyone whose reading this didn't understand a thing about what i wrote. Even i'm confuse about what i want to write :).

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

A tips for Public speaking

Hello everyone, 

Today is quite hectic from morning to evening and just now i finally can take a little breath. Lucky today my dad come early so he taught me how to ride a motorcycle which is quite fun, challenging and scary all in the same time. Can you believe that i almost ran into a fence?! I literally shout! quite embarrassing cause I scream like a child, Hahaha!

Anyway, my dad has a seminar for speaking in english which i need to remind you, my dad is quite good talking in english but had slightly a problem when talking in public, more importantly on stage. So here's a few pointer for those who had problem talking english on stage.

Confidence!


It's one of the first step when talking on stage. You had to believe yourself first, and have confidence. You can practice talking to family members to built your confidence then try talking to some of your friends. When i join public speaking, i always say this magic words to myself; I can do this! I an do this! maybe it's childish for certain people but sometimes saying these words can somehow help you calm down. It hypnotize you in believing you had the confidence to do it.

If you don't have enough confidence talking when all the people staring at you, try to avert your eyes from staring directly at their eyes. Instead you can look at their forehead, nose or anything on their face. They totally won't notice it :) 

Pronunciation


Be aware on how you pronounce your words. In english there are some words that had same spelling but different meaning by pronouncing it. If you had trouble with this, don't be shy and go ask your english teacher because they are more knowledgeable. Like i say don't be shy cause I'm sure they would love to help the students to ace their pronunciation. Please Don't learn your pronunciation from english songs, there's some words that is not the way it suppose to be pronounce, if i'm not mistaken.... If you are too shy, ask your friends who is good in speaking.   

The power of your hands

Here's a tip when you are talking in public that i learn from a talented public speaker;
*Hold a pen on your hand and grip it tightly, it can somehow ease your stage-fright. The lecturer in university use these techniques when giving their speeches :) 
* When you're holding a paper, sometimes you become so scared that the paper shake right? That cause people to know you are to afraid. So, if you're a right-handed person, hold your paper on the left, and vice versa. You'll notice the paper will shake less and sometimes become unnoticeable.
 Relax and just talk!


Take a few deep breath and just talk. You might be scare and felt as if you want to faint(the first time I speak on stage, i almost faint! Hahaha!) but as you keep on talking, the feeling will gradually stop. Sooner than later, Presto! you're talking on the stage! You never know you can do it unless you try, so tell yourself Be Brave and Do it!  The key is don't be shy!

Well, that's all. I'm sorry if it didn't help much but i do hope some of you can use this tips. To high school students whom having their oral test in class can try this tips too, so good luck!

Monday, 9 December 2013

Say la vi, everyone will face this...

I realize just how long this blog manage to stand without the writer writing anything, hahaha. Well, it's already 3 day since my SPM last paper just finish which happen to be English for Science and Technology or EST for short. As soon as we got out from the examination hall, everyone went straight to their bags, pack up, saying goodbyes to each others, take a picture... courtesy of our teacher and disappear. I guess everyone is pretty tired to do anything after that. But for me and my best buddy; Nisa, we went straight away to mall! Not bothering to change our school dress, we walk the whole day and satisfied our craving for something sweet <3~

Actually our reason beside satisfying our craving and just walk to relieve stress is to find work and forget our sadness. Why sadness? well, Nisa and I is not someone whom can actually score a lot of A's in our exam especially the three science subject and Add math. I remember right after each of the paper, i literally cried on my pillow, wondering if i did good enough to at least score target. So the main purpose of the day is to actually persuade our dear sad heart T.T

By the way, for this three days i didn't do anything but thinking. Yes, Think. about what happen if once my SPM result is given, I'm thinking what should i do? What should I pick? to be honest I'm worry about choosing a career and how to strive to be one. Worse case scenario, what if my SPM result is not good enough to let me pursue my dream career. At that thought i become so scare that immediately i run to my little sister side and talk all night. I'm lucky she's willing to stay up late just to let me talk, hahaha, sorry sis!

There's more problem I'd encounter from before SPM till now that somehow end up crushing my spirit. But I know it's life, everyone bound to have this problem and every time i had problem, i always remember this words...

"Every problem is a gift- without problems we would not grow"
Inspiring, but i forgot who wrote that... The words are true though, problems is what shape us. Even if it's something hard we just had to keep on moving forward. We should also rely on God more, our family and friends to try and solve our problems. I just hope my problem can be settle as fast as possible.

 Well, that's all. I'm sorry if anyone who read this find my English is bad, especially the grammar. I've always want to try writing me entry in english so i say "Why not?" Hehehe.. well, goodnight.