Dear all,
Today i took an initiative to clean my desk and pack some reference books, to clear some space for my little sister since starting this January she'll officially own that study desk. The reference books is mostly Physics, Chemistry and Biology so my sister still didn't need it. Finally, no more fights on who to use it first-Which of course i always win :P- no more fights on spaces anymore. It's finally
Hers to own. Congrats! -Confetti-
You must be wondering why we didn't just buy 2 study desks right? well, since our room is quite cramped with all the unused junk that belong to my little sister, having another desk will worsen the condition. So we have to make arrangement on who use it first... but of course... those arrangement can only withstand for like what? 5 days? Hahaha... yeah, that's the longest agreement we had.
While cleaning the places I notice there's some books back in 2010 till 2012 that i kept in one place. When i open the book i was like "Oh my gosh! this is so childish!" then I laugh out. Turns out it was an old book where my best friends wrote all our dreams and wishes. Like 'what do we do 10 years in future?' or 'who'll marry first?'. It was cute looking back at our handwriting and all those silly things we wrote. As I keep on reading, my smile become wider and wider, and on the last page....I cried. A beautiful writing that seems to be fading due to time.
"Friends Forever"
The word suddenly trigger my memory of us doing all the things back in our childlike days, like an old film, the memory flow fast as if it was on fast froward. All the time i stare at nothing but the words when suddenly a scary reality slap on my face;
We'll never see each other often again...
Everyone will follow their own path leading away from each other...
We can't hang out anymore...
When one of us sad, we can't come to their side to hug and comfort
But what scare me the most is when this question appear
Will they forget me?
But of course, the scary question gone as fast as it appear cause i know very well they'll never forget me just like how I'll never forget them. It's not something we call common sense or anything but something I call a pledge. A vow that we plan to never break. A thing that are meant to stay that way...
So to my friends who's reading this post, you guys don't have to worry about forgetting each other cause we all know that one day we'll see each other once again. Probably one of you already marry! or even had child by that time! Hahahahahaha! Then we can hang out once more, telling random story and suddenly recall our teen memory....... Alright i'm going to stop rambling now...
Straight to the point, the moment we said to each other we're "Friends Forever", It is
like a pledge forever mark on our heart that we'll stay that way.
Sincerely
eQin
*P/s; sorry if anyone whose reading this didn't understand a thing about what i wrote. Even i'm confuse about what i want to write :).