Say la vi, everyone will face this...

I realize just how long this blog manage to stand without the writer writing anything, hahaha. Well, it's already 3 day since my SPM last paper just finish which happen to be English for Science and Technology or EST for short. As soon as we got out from the examination hall, everyone went straight to their bags, pack up, saying goodbyes to each others, take a picture... courtesy of our teacher and disappear. I guess everyone is pretty tired to do anything after that. But for me and my best buddy; Nisa, we went straight away to mall! Not bothering to change our school dress, we walk the whole day and satisfied our craving for something sweet <3~

Actually our reason beside satisfying our craving and just walk to relieve stress is to find work and forget our sadness. Why sadness? well, Nisa and I is not someone whom can actually score a lot of A's in our exam especially the three science subject and Add math. I remember right after each of the paper, i literally cried on my pillow, wondering if i did good enough to at least score target. So the main purpose of the day is to actually persuade our dear sad heart T.T

By the way, for this three days i didn't do anything but thinking. Yes, Think. about what happen if once my SPM result is given, I'm thinking what should i do? What should I pick? to be honest I'm worry about choosing a career and how to strive to be one. Worse case scenario, what if my SPM result is not good enough to let me pursue my dream career. At that thought i become so scare that immediately i run to my little sister side and talk all night. I'm lucky she's willing to stay up late just to let me talk, hahaha, sorry sis!

There's more problem I'd encounter from before SPM till now that somehow end up crushing my spirit. But I know it's life, everyone bound to have this problem and every time i had problem, i always remember this words...

"Every problem is a gift- without problems we would not grow"

Inspiring, but i forgot who wrote that... The words are true though, problems is what shape us. Even if it's something hard we just had to keep on moving forward. We should also rely on God more, our family and friends to try and solve our problems. I just hope my problem can be settle as fast as possible.

 Well, that's all. I'm sorry if anyone who read this find my English is bad, especially the grammar. I've always want to try writing me entry in english so i say "Why not?" Hehehe.. well, goodnight.